Goodbye

I think, based on what a computer literate friend says, that I have lost the c: drive of the older computer. It contained my journal from the past ten years, and the journals I have kept to both G and N. I suspect that I have backed up my journal and maybe G's but def not N's, and I am very sad. I think it speaks very well of my personal growth that I am not hysterical now. I have a photo record of both their lives so I can reconstruct most of it, at least the factual stuff. But my journal is gone. It makes me very sad.